State
of Mind - Interview with Daniel Johns
Rock Sound
William Luff speaks to the angelic Daniel Johns of Australian teenage angst
gods silverchair.
Do you believe in aliens?
Definitely. I'm obsessed with alien links to Egypt. It started
when I was about 15 and I got really into the Pyramids. It's
so amazing. If there's a possibility that something like God
created humans then there's definitely a chance that some
species of aliens could have come to Earth and done the some
thing.
Have you ever had a paranormal experience?
Oh yes. About a year ago I was in my house with a friend and
my parents were on holiday. We were watching telly and for
some reason I felt I had to check the back door. There was
this bright light there and it was so bright it hurt my eyes.
Then, it just shot off. We were freaking out. The television
switched itself off and then a cup in the kitchen started
swaying and wouldn't stop. My dog was hiding under the table
and we had so much adrenaline flowing and were so scared that
we left the house and took her for a walk. When we got back
all my mum's cooking knives were laid out on the floor. That
was it, I went over to my friend's house and stayed there
until my parents got back.
Who would be your ideal partner for dancing around your ballroom?
Kate Bush. When I was 16 I heard The Dreaming and that's the
most amazing album eve
What's your idea of perfect happiness?
Just being comfortable with yourself. I think that anyone
who's unhappy is probably not very comfortable with themselves.
That's why most people find contentment in middle age. They
don't worry anymore about image or how people see them. I
have phobias, really bad anxiety problems. I have to take
medication whenever I'm going to be in large groups of people.
I can sing in front of 50,000 people but as soon as I'm among
them I freak out. I'm really claustrophobic as well. I've
been caught in six lifts in my life. One time I was in there
for 3 hours by myself and it was totally dark and I was just
sitting in the corner pressing the alarm button. I was freaking
out and sweating. And then I heard this tapping on the roof,
and it was like, Thank fuck, about fucking time!
You spend a lot of time barefoot. Why?
It's more natural, it's a good feeling. If I'm just hanging
out with friends and wandering around I don't wear shoes at
all but if I'm going to a club I will.
Did you have an imaginary childhood friend?
Yeah, for two years Mum and Dad took me to a psychiatrist cos I was a real crazy arse. I
used to have fits when I was about two years old and that's when I started to have my
friend, Robin. It was really serious. If I sat down for dinner and it was just my family
that had plates, I'd cry and throw tantrums 'cos they hadn't made food for Robin. And if
Dad went to sit down I'd scream,
"You're going to sit on Robin."And Dad would be
like "OK." If he ever bought me chocolates he had
to buy one for Robin. I could actually see him. I swear to
God, he was so real.
What was the last book you read?
'Everything In This Book Is A Lie But It's Exactly How Things
Are'. It's pretty spiritual book about links to aliens and
it's really amazing, full of great theories. And I bought
a book today about government conspiracies which has a chapter
on why they won't legalise cannabis. It's because the cotton
industry pays them not to.
Have you ever been attracted to anyone of the opposite sex?
Um
not in a sexual way. I've been extremely interested
in the people of the same sex but I don't really go looking
for sex. Like, I've never had a groupie shag in my life. I
don't believe in taking advantage of people.
What's your favourite film?
'Leaving Las Vegas' is really moving. I like the darkness,
it's a really unorthodox way of presenting the film. I like
dark things to have an undercurrent of sarcasm and irony,
so it's great.
What was the last dream you had?
I was running through a field and all of these people were
throwing knives at each other and I was trying to escape and
fell into a huge pit. All the blood from the people started
flowing into the pit and I was drowning. It was fucking scary.
It's possibly linked to my anxiety attacks. I think everything
in the subconscious part of the brain has links to things
like phobias.
If you could travel back in time where would you go?
I'd go back to Egypt, really fucking early to find out if
there were aliens there. I wish there'd been a hidden camera
when they built the pyramids because they're just too precise
to have been built by men at that time.
Why are you a vegetarian?
I'm actually a vegan, although I love the smell of chicken.
When I was 16 I because a vegetarian and six months later
I did the full thing and became a vegan. It's not as hard
as you'd think 'cos I have simple tastes, just fruit and vegetable
and cereal. I take protein tablets to keep me healthy so I
very rarely get sick. I don't drink alcohol either because
of a stomach ulcer, but I'm definitely not straight-edge.
I mean, I'll take certain stimulants if you know what I mean,
when I'm at parties but nothing too out of control. A lot
of people get drugs and drug addicts mixed up. I'm not hugely
into drugs, but it's good to experiment now and again.
What's the most embarrassing situation you've ever been in?
I don't get embarrassed by things that I do. Sometimes I'll
say things on stage that are totally irrelevant or stupid
just cos I'm off in my own world and afterwards people ask
' What did that mean?', and I'm like, 'I don't know'. But
there was a time in Germany and I really needed a piss so
I put my guitar down and dashed off and Ben and Chris were
on stage for five minutes while I was backstage looking everywhere
for a toilet. I had to explain to everyone where I'd gone.
Have you ever been anorexic?
Anorexia is a mental phobia, about distorted views of yourself
and I've suffered disorders but not specifically anorexia.
If you could spend one hour with either John Lennon, Kurt Cobain or Beethoven
who would you choose?
Beethoven. I've seen John Lennon interviews and Kurt Cobain
interviews but I've never seen a Beethoven interview.